Acknowledgement

It hurts. It is beautiful. Oh, yes.
Do I want it?
Ignoring the signs
Was easier.
Now the pain pierces me.
Will I heal?
Feel the blood rush.
Butterflies flutter.
The soup of emotions.
Will there be calm?
I acknowledge.
Ache, greed, fear.
or a tender, warm present. A future.
Is it a trance?
The questions lingered.
Seemed like forever.
Washed away in a flash!
Crystal clear.